I used to enjoy buying things for my mother, first time when I started earning all she wanted was to buy her a new steam pressure cooker. It was only Rs 1200/- (Indian Currency), I bought it for her, I remember has face when she was using it, and she was telling everybody. I was not very lucky to buy more for her, I bought a refrigerator first time, at my home, she was having fractures in her hands and struggling to walk or stand, she looked at it for a min, and told me yes, it’s good. Sometimes what we feel we can’t express immediately, but it stays in the heart forever, those moments stays forever like a battery never dies.
After she passed away in 2004, I moved to an apartment, and bought a new washing machine, and I was not interested to install it for few weeks, looking at the packing thinking about my mother. Then whenever buy things I remember her, whenever I get something good in my personal or professional life, I think about her, I miss her. When I first drove my car to work by myself, when I listen to my favorite music in the car, all I imagine is her sitting next to me. She is like a charge in me, always stays on.
Life is vast with many variables, the moments changes by heart never changes. I still think about her in every move, I want her to see me, my family, friends how I am everything. Sometimes I don’t have much interest in life when I think she is not with me, it always interest me when I believe she is next to me.
One person, who cares for my face acne when she herself was in palliative treatment in her terminal illness. What better care you can get in life?
Mom, what can I buy for you?
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